Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Confessions Of A Life

Somehow in life we all find times where we look for something we cant understand why, how, where and for what reasons we are looking for them.

I have been going through that for the past 1 and a half years, trying to find the very source of life, the source of inspirations and the source of my desires and ambitions. At times, it seems all hunky dory with things falling into place like luck being handed to you, and then at times it appears as a soul looking confused and lost.

Iv written a few lines to explain what Im going through with my own desires:

Let my life pour into this
My soul's, so alone
The desire of panache is aching inside
Maybe...im the one
Lets dream together, forever
Lets sing a drum of pain
My heart is strainin n breakin
NO, no pain nemore
Life is a blank slate

tis writing, so impure
My mind feels a word of silence
lets blow it out Alone!!!!
And break these dreams
Carry the final world
This lifes made of silence
Scream scream out LOUD!!!


In life we all try and reach out for what we want, what we think we want at least, but the realization of whether we really want that comes a bit later. Music has driven me to a point of listening to a wide variety of stuff, starting from MLTR, falling into the depths of DT and Iron Maiden, all the way till falling in love with Incubus and moving onto the faster Nu Metal of Lost Prophets and Breaking Benjamin to the heavy growls of Mudvayne, which helped the energy on stage....leading onto a journey where I love all kinds of music today and try and find a way to market the very thing that I love: MUSIC.

My journey onto all these things has brought me back to believe that in life, its important to value what you can learn from different places and different things in life. Try and make the best of wherever you are in life, and ensure you follow your dreams, your heart but in a planned manner.

I am still in process to dream on for the rest of my life.
I hope that one day, I achieve all I dream of, All I feel lost about, and help the cause of the one thing we come into this world!

I leave that to each one person to decide, to dream on, to fulfill their thinkings and their minds ideas.

Cheerio@!